i want to eat ketupat

 this year's hari raya photos.

my nose look so mancung here.  in reality my nose is fat la (T-T)

jeng jeng jeng * BLACK HAIR*

 

thinking of bleaching my hair to this or this. ok wtf i'm crazy plus i'm broke as fuck.

OK BAI.

fly to seoul

WELL HELL YEAH I'M FLYING TO SEOUL ON THE 17TH.

[Updated]

Am so pumped for seoul and guess what? i'm done packing my luggage. mufflers,beanies,clothes,leg warmers, toiletries..ALL NEATLY PACKED! haha i know right kiasu much. thanks to my mom who digs those 100 episodes daily korean dramas and is a fan of bae yong joon? you know that tak handsome dude who plays the lead role in the notorious korean drama winter sonata, she begged dad to have a vacation there. surprisingly he agreed to go there. it's surprising because my dad promised us the only way we can have a holiday there that is if i pass my o levels which i totally did not. haha  like fo real ok i've been dying to go to seoul eversince i was 15 and now i'm 18 a dream i'm striking off in my "dream list" hehe.

[another update]

wasted the last one hour or so trying to piece a cute outfit for the days spend in seoul. i don't want to look like a fat bozo with layers and layers of mismatched clothes in pictures hor!  and yes wtf i took my neatly packed bras,mufflers,blah,blah, rolled clothes (yes i roll my shirts and they look like log cakes cuz my luggage is as tiny as my boobs  brains haha.) everything out me luggage to see if i looked good in winter wear. FML and i had to look like a fat ahjuhma (a term to call aunties in korea). then something struck me i went to google images of koreans in winter clothings to copy their look hehe and came across alot of uhljjang/ulzzang (a term to call pretty boys and girls with doe-eyes(circle lens la siol) and ceramic smooth skin(BB cream la siol) photos in tights. and they freaking look good and does not seem affected by the cold weather there??? click on the link to see what i meant. so wtf am gonna brave through the cold weather in korea in goddamn tights. hypothermia you can eat my shit! ok now i gonna spend the next hour rolling and packing my things back in the luggage.

OK BAI.

Zahidah's Super 19th♥

 credits to Sue for the photographs. celebrated z's birthday at seoul garden...our one and only connection to seoul. hehe. the thought of sweet sweet sweet did i say sweet? succulent beefs makes me feel fat but fuck it

I FUCKING LOVE SEOUL GARDEN.

it is by far the most affordable buffet i can ever afford plus they have cute waiters and goddamn heavenly bibimbaps. i'm talking about the one at downtown east e-hub btw. freaking way way way convenient (cute waiters sends the food) and much cheaper cuz apparently tampines seoul garden's (no cute waiters and it's practically self service) student price is 17 bucks while at ehub it's only 15 bucks. save 2 bucks ok!

Super 19th

birthday present : live luxe by j.lo (should have bought the perfume for myself!love the scent)

BIBIMBAP

OK BAI.

the warning shot

"fuck it now i'm about to draw the line and for you to cross it that's a mountain i doubt you wanna climb"-Eminem

temptations

i wanna have a belly piercing cuz' of this thing.

oh shit.

I dig

black and gold for prom

I gained tons and tons of weight during exams period!! Seriously binging on food is my forte, especially when it's at night. Ugh....Loathe this pudgy body. Need to lose fucking weight quickly before prom. And the worst part of all, there’s two BBQ gathering before prom. Like wtf?! Picture the huge spread of chunky oily scrumptious food and me devouring them. FML. Seriously FML. I love food, I seriously do I just hate gaining weight. Tell me who the fuck likes gaining weight?!

 Check out the look I’ve put together on polyvore for prom. Rocker look no? With Smokey eyes and stud accessories. The dress, oh yes the dress..... Found the perfect black lace dress for prom!! Pairing leather brown studded heels with the dress. My dad will kill me if he finds out the heels I’m buying cost 50 bucks. I don’t kid you, he’ll go crazy and my mum  will start babbling on and on about how I shouldn’t spend freely when i have cash.

READ THIS QUOTE PEOPLE, READ IT..

Always wear expensive shoes. People notice.

-Brian Koslow

ya see people it's the shoes that gets you noticed.

And Oh don’t you fucking love demi lovato’s hair in the picture!! Healthy shiny wavy hair!! Damn I wish I had healthy hair, mine's all frizzy and dry. Calculated the cost for the whole look and its like what the fuck... surpassed my whole budget T-T I’ll be penniless by the time prom’s over. D:

Total cost for a night of jolly:

Black lace dress-$40.00

Brown leather stud heels-$50.00

Purple contact lens-$18.00

Dramatic Fake eyelash w/ glue-$6.00

Brown waist belt-$5.00

Accessories-$10.00

Prom ticket-$50.00

TOTAL: $179 (RIDICULOUS AMOUNT)

Begged dad on my knees to buy the dress for me, he was against the idea of me attending prom in the first place. So I thought it would be hard persuading him but surprisingly he agreed to buy the dress since it is not revealing or low cut. The thought of spending hundred over bucks for one night kills me. Need to find a job right after prom pronto. oh why can't money dropped from the sky?

We Da Seniors of 2009

Graduation Day 09'. this is only about 3/4 of the graduation photos okay. all of the graduation photos are in my facebook acct. if you ladies wanna grab the photos, go grab it there.
the size of the photos are much bigger.